What is this?!

Hi blog,

It's me again.

I am so troubled now. My OCIP clashes with the pharmacy camp and I want to go for both so badly.

If I don't go for OCIP:
- I'll waste all the time and effort I've invested to coordinate between my friends, mom and her godson.
- I can't help the poor children in China!! :O
- I will be a bitch because I pangseh my classmates when I am the one who asked them to join.
- I don't even know if I can not go because godson may have already paid something for us.

If I don't go for the pharmacy camp (which 75% of the people attends):
- I risk being a loner (like again) when school starts.
- & many related problems I may face for not knowing more batch mates/seniors D:

How how how?!?!